Devil is in the details, or so says my prediction of this week.
I believe sometimes you truly cant tell your friend and enemies apart.
I'm trying to find my devil.
I am not even sure what that means yet.
But I know its in the details.
Wednesday, January 2, 2008
Tuesday, January 1, 2008
PostSecret or my secret
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My secret is that in my head I always fantasize about how I would meet the guy I like and how exactly the conversation would go or how exactly a scenario in my life would go. I make up personalities in my head and seek those made-up personalities in real life.Perhaps thats why I get disappointed in people or trust them thinking they are just like the people in my imagination on the first similar quality I come across.
I get on subways, trains, buses thinking how we would exactly meet. It is indeed naive but I picture my life to be like a film or movie and I am not the narrator by instead the script writer or the person who writes the plot or the story. And I guess the most insane part is when it does not happen as according to the way I want it to, it affects me so negatively and I let it happen again and again.
Its funny at times but its me and I have come to accept it.
That's why my this year's resolution is to accept myself and things the way they are instead of wanting them some other way.
I hope I stick to it and get enlightment.
My secret is that in my head I always fantasize about how I would meet the guy I like and how exactly the conversation would go or how exactly a scenario in my life would go. I make up personalities in my head and seek those made-up personalities in real life.Perhaps thats why I get disappointed in people or trust them thinking they are just like the people in my imagination on the first similar quality I come across.
I get on subways, trains, buses thinking how we would exactly meet. It is indeed naive but I picture my life to be like a film or movie and I am not the narrator by instead the script writer or the person who writes the plot or the story. And I guess the most insane part is when it does not happen as according to the way I want it to, it affects me so negatively and I let it happen again and again.
Its funny at times but its me and I have come to accept it.
That's why my this year's resolution is to accept myself and things the way they are instead of wanting them some other way.
I hope I stick to it and get enlightment.
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